what happened to us? i swear, i am one of the only people who would do anything for you. i freaking love you like a sister and i dont deserve this. id do anything and everything for you. you sit there with my boyfriend and tell him that i'm a jerk because i'm not around? come on, now. is this how friends treat one another? i swore you were my best friend. i would do it anyday. sure, i have like, four best friends, but you always have a special place in my heart so don't judge me. im only a christian. i make mistakes. i never wanted this. if anything, i thought mercy would bring us closer together. maybe i was wrong. maybe you're not the way i thought you were. but, honestly, this should be adressed. because i can't do it any other way.